You Dont Know Shit

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

this shall be my last entry on this blog.
Its for Veron, u know its for you.
I promised myself after this, u shall be gone
My words are my promise.

Ever since the melt down
Life hasnt be easy for me
I m sure that it is the same for you

But it jus sucks to know that you hate me
i know it sounds whiny but thats jus the way to say it
I spent almost two years of my life with you
Every single of those two fuckin years with me
Yet now, you hate me

I m not blaming you for the break up
I know you and ur all group of family and friends hate me
I don blame you. To some extent i am to blame.
But we share the blame equally.
After those many months, i gave up.

Even thou i did
You jus cannot except the fact that we can still be friends
With our knowlegde of each other even best friends
But instead of doing that
I get critics, blames, scoldings and many more from you and your friends

Its not easy
But we should get use to not havin each other anymore
In my case its easier with both sufis around
For you maybe its not that easy
But that does not give u the right to say things that you did about me

Live, learn and let go
You ve always been the stronger and smarter one
I m sure there is someone out there that is better

I m sure i m gonna get a backlash from you for this entry
but jus take this in to reflect
this is my most honest entry yet

signing off 6:30 AM